You Are Not


3/16/2019



The spring flowers are blooming without you

Without you here to see with me,

I look to see if you are here to see with me, but you are not.



The children are just what we hoped they would be without you

Without you here to see with me,

I look to see if you are here to see with me, but you are not.



The grandchildren are coming up into their own without you

Without you here to see with me,

I look to see if you are here to see with me, but you are not.



The great grandchildren are the epitome of perfection without you

Without you here to see with me,

I look to see if you are here to see with me, but you are not.



The house you left to me is staying maintained without you

Without you here to see with me,

I look to see if you are here to see with me, but you are not.



The wife you left behind is realizing she is a woman without you,

Without you here to see with me,

I look to see if you are here to see with me, but you are not.



The hopes and dreams we fought for are alive without you

Without you here to see with me,

I look to see if you are here to see with me, but you are not.



The people say who hurt for me say you can see

The people say you know.

I look to see if you are here to see with me, and there you are.


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