Dancing With My Pillows


What kind of dance may it be,
The one that only brings agony.
A twist, a turn, a one, two, three.

The pillow that looms close to my head,
The one that tells me he is dead.
A twist, a turn, a one, two, three.

The pillow that lifts my knees high,
The one that gives no warmth to my thigh.
A twist, a turn, a one, two, three.

The pillow that embraces my neck,
The one that says my life is a wreck.
A twist, a turn, a one, two, three.

The pillow that lays close to my side,
The one that pretends to be Clyde.
A twist, a turn, a one, two, three.

Dancing with my pillows,
In a waltz of sorrow,
Now and forever will feel hollow.

Comments

  1. AnonymousMay 5, 2023 at 10:22 AM

    Paula it is so hard living with out them…love you.

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    1. AnonymousMarch 21, 2024 at 6:10 AM

      It is difficult to repurpose once the love of one’s life has left the planet. Thank God for the beautiful memories!

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